lately I've been thinking a lot about my worth, about my testimony, my purpose. lately i've started up sewing again. lately it seems there aren't enough hours in the day. lately i haven't felt like i've accomplished much in my life, which lately i've been aiming to change. lately i haven't been trying like i know i can. lately i've been falling in love with some of God's most precious souls, and lately they've been changing my life for the better. lately i've thought about all those with whom i've lost contact, and how time takes so much from us. i've been thinking about my darling parents and how much they mean to me. lately i've been striving to discover how i can recieve inspiration more frequently in my life. lately i've made a few incredible friends whom i know were placed in my life for a purpose, and vise versa. lately i've been empty of learning and can't wait to get back to school. lately i've wanted to visit boston, greece, and england. i haven't exercised much lately, but i've been meaning to get back at it. lately i've been thinking about what i really want for my marriage, my family, my future. lately my second neice, Isabelle, was born, and i've been yearning to hold her. lately i've been working on gratitude, patience, and unconditional love for all. lately i've been obsessed with the home fabric store, the tj maxx home decor section, hidden boutiques downtown, and pier one. lately i've decided to grow my hair out for the first time in years. loving it. lately i've realized how void of tragedy, heartache, suffering, and want my life is. and lately i've thanked God for that. lately i've been pouring my heart out on my knees each night. lately i've been striving for Godly sorrow to rule my actions and thoughts. lately i've decided to reprioritize my life. lately i've discovered some beautiful, tranquilic artists, and lately my ears can't get enough of them. lately i've felt like i could have been a screen writer in another life. lately i've made the goal to rid myself of selfish wants and desires. i've decided to stop mimicking the styles of others and do something because its what i like. i haven't blogged much lately, but i'm hopeful for a change. i've been so excited for the holidays lately, i've even started some pie experimentation. i've decided to expand and develop my talents lately. lately i've been growing closer to the siblings, working eight to six every weekday, loving my weekends off, and going weeks without shaving my legs. lately i've been indulging in the phenomenal fall weather, and soaking in this short time i have to live life stress free. thats all for now doves. love, love, love... -R
